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[Oct. 3rd, 2006|06:31 pm] |
i had such a great birthday
thanks to everyone that made it so special. i got really nice gifts as well.... |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|02:50 pm] |
i lost another pound & a half, i went for a 4 mile run yesterday & yea idk.... i love the rush i get from running
& im kinda going out with this kid... but who knows |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|07:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | FAT | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gnarles barkley | ] |
i lost 8.6 pounds in 6 days,...... im thinking thats pretty good.
whats not good is starvation, but im not really starving, im just not hungry |
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[Sep. 10th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
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etfkjroigjd0f8udkfkdkfflspeowo-r exactly what i was afraid of happening, is happening. fuck |
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| update finally |
[Aug. 28th, 2006|10:53 am] |
ya so i havent updated in forever.
i guess theres not much to say
ummm... friday i went to the black eyed peas concert bc christina won tickets from BLI and we got to hang out with randy ( the gay guy) from morning bli. it was really cool.
i got my schedule. i like it except for not having ss 3rd period, which im trying to fix. i really want ap ss that period bc kiki steph kevin and a lot of other people have it that period.
COLINS COMING TO NY FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! :]
school starts in a week and a day. dont know if im excited or disappointed... im anxious i guess. i figure the sooner i start, the sooner it ends, the sooner im a senior.
ummm im going to check out the nyu campus sept 17 (theres and open house) so let me know if youd like to come with me.
im also going upstate sometime next month to go check out cornell university. cornell is where id really like to go, or brown university, which is in rhode island.
this year is going to be so hectic. from SAT's, work, yearbook, AP classes, my full schedule, karate & kickboxing, & especially youth council, im going to have no life......
BTW- if you are driving this year, and you live in or somewhere around eagle estates, please tell me bc i am not interested in taking the bus this year. it comes too early, and i just wanna leave a bit later, even if its only 5-10 minutes.....
alright thats all for now
<333
btw, im sorry if i havent been really hanging out with anyone this summer, the truth is, ive been really busy, from being a counselor, working, and youth council...my time is basically filled... but if youd like to chill sometime this week, im pretty free |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|03:56 pm] |
im really missing colin....
i won treasurer last night....... i got every single vote except the person running against me, which i felt kinda bad about but i was really happy to win,.
im getting a new computer tonight :] which is pretty coool
and then having panera and then some kickboxing |
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[Jul. 19th, 2006|06:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
i got a 4 on AP world.
and a 3 on AP spanish.
not bad i think...
im bored outta my mind.
i went to stonybrook today to check out the campus...it was beautiful, but i dont think i want to go there.
I WANNA GO TO HARVARD! DUH |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2006|07:15 am] |
im sad.
im not sure why... i get like this sometimes when im feeling withdrawal from my boy. its weird because i just saw him like, hmm 5 days ago, but still i miss him..its so hard being long distance |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2006|08:08 am] |
yesterday i went bowling with my best...
it was awesome |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|12:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rappppp | ] |
i passed chem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and 97 on my history regents. ya but that was easy, cuz im in AP.
ummm 95 on english final
98 on spanish final and 88 on math final
not too shabby if i say so myself :)
im going dress shopping tonight.,..then i may see superman. & splish splash tomorrow and friday, im gonna see devil wears prada with kev and then missys sweet16 w/colin at night. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|01:14 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
busy week, but its been good.
saturday i chilled with alex and kristin because alex left to go back to spain on monday we saw the omen. it was bad.
sunday was fathers day and kikis birthday so i went to the gym in the morning, hung out with my dad for a few hours, then went to karolinas house to drop off her gift. i made her this collage thing with a bunch of our pictures. i shouldve taken a picture of it. it was really nice.
monday i went shopping with my aunt, then she dropped me off at the youth council office for my psycho social cosmology class, i had youth council for 2 hrs, then an executive board meeting. then, at 9 o'clock, i go outside to leave, and colin and allen are there. it was so nice to see them both. i hadnt seen col since he got to ny to it was amazing. the 3 of us went to smithpoint, then got wendys and ate at the bay.
tuesday i went over colins in the morning for breakfast then allen picked us up to go to fire island (yes the gay beach). dont ask how colin got me to go. we missed the ferry, so we drove around for a few hrs till the next one came and we got to the beach at like 2:30. it was so nice being there with them both. then allen dropped me and col off at the high school for my chem review which was very boring btw. then my mom picked us up at like, 8ish and dropped us at cols grandmas house. we stayed there for an hour then allen picked us up at we watched a movie at his house. a good end to a good day.
wednsday i had my chem regents :-/ im thinking i failed, but who knows
thursday i went to rebeccas and we hung out then i went to pamelas sweet16, and i saw my eric♥ and ryskey and edelstein. so that was fun. then i slept over rebeccas. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2006|03:52 pm] |
the global regents was cake.
im so glad i took ap this year because i was so prepared for both. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|12:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | michelle branch | ] |
i made it thru sophomore year. go me :)!
next year is apparently the hardest. i believe that.
summer will be good. i hope |
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| answer....and ill do it for you |
[Jun. 9th, 2006|02:05 pm] |
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| | faith evans | ] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
33. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|04:32 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | iron and wine | ] |
you know whats gross.
hair extensions.
a lot of people in my school got them, and everyone person looks disgusting. |
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[May. 31st, 2006|04:51 pm] |
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| | thankful | ] |
ewic and tawa together again |
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| do this |
[May. 23rd, 2006|03:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | anna nalick- breathe | ] |
Comment and I'll...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours |
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[May. 17th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | U2 | ] |
WHY DO I DO THINGS WITHOUT THINKING?!
i swear, i wasnt thinking today when i did what i did. im sorry im being vague. if you wanna know ask, i cant post it here, too many people read this thing. and just in case "he" wannadoesnt spread around what happened with us, id rather it not get around. but, by tomorrow, everyone will know, and there'll be rumors, and things that didnt even happen will be spread, because he'll thinks he is so great for doing shit with a decent looking girl. and ill just be looked at as a slut. whose pathetically trying to get over her ex.
great.
im actually not in that of a bad mood. im just anticipating whats coming. again, sorry im so vague. |
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[May. 16th, 2006|03:26 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
i miss all of our beautiful days together. i miss him holding me and telling me i was the only one for him. i miss being silly together. i miss our sleepovers. i miss our nights at the movies. i miss our slowdances.
i hate myself for still caring about him.
even after all thats happened.
i hate myself for still wanting to go back to the way things were. to go back in time, to a place where we could be together till the sky falls down. i hate myself for pouring my heart into a fucking livejournal because my regular one isnt doing it for me. i need to be heard by something other than my pages of writing. i need people to understand that he was my world. and it was destroyed the day we were destroyed.ive been concealing these feelings for so long, and just simply pretending like he didnt exist, or like i didnt care. but now, theres this fire burning inside of me, and all i want to do is go somewhere and scream and cry until every ounce of bryan care is out of me. till every ounce of feeling, and love, and hate, and memory is erased. till i kind of, push myself back to december 4th, 2005. the day we started going out. and then, i could change the path of everything. i wouldnt have gotten so attached. i would have known that we werent going to be together forever. 1/1000 high school relationships last. how could i be so naive? how could i have let myself believe that everything he told me was the truth, and every moment we spent together was sacred because we would look back on it in 20 yrs and laugh at what silly teenagers we were, and how people were just stupid because we were young and in love.
maybe i was young and in love.
he was just young and hurtful and didnt know any better.
12405 |
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| prom |
[May. 15th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pessimistic | ] |
prom was perfect.
at first it was bad bc the boat was kinda ugly, but after like 10 mins, no one cared.
i think pretty much everyone had a great time. the bus ride how was fun too. i made out with 5-6 ppl. :-X
im a bad girl
ummmm. what else.. ya bryan told me some pretty stupid shit. and i was like wtf but i didnt make a big deal about it, bc i didnt wanna ruin a good evening...
i miss colin already. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. why are gay boys are hotter than straight boys all the time |
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